ever stop to think....

ever stop to think and forget to start again??? question of the day, or maybe the question of the year. 2009 has been a roller coaster of thoughts for me, im not quite sure why things have been sooo crazy, they just have been. im faced with many things right now, decisions that need to be made SOMETIME SOON.

im feeling overwhelmed with the responsibility i have in finding my "NEXT" thing. hopefully not next move. i love boulder and want to stay here for a while longer, but my next source of income. school gets out in a month and i really don't have anything lined up yet, i have applied to several jobs, however because of money cuts, some of the jobs i have applied for have been cut as well. i feel like things will work out and that i shouldn't be stressing anything yet, but the stress level is starting to creep up.

a quick update on boulder:

boulder is blooming, flowers are coming up, the birds are out singing me to wake every morning, and the vultures are back in the tree (the official sign of spring in boulder) march has been quite the windy month, all the tumble weeds in the world are linned up on my fence, and find every other possible spot to cling to. BUT I LOVE IT HERE!!!

the wood pile is still a good size which tells me a few things:
1. i had plenty of wood for the winter
2. plenty of wood is like INSURANCE, and i have decided that "wood insurance" is very good
3. i will have still plenty of wood for summer bomb fires and smore roasting nights.

i feel like the friends i have made here are the "real ones" people who REALLY CARE about each other. i have had a blast getting to know each of you. i am loving my NEW LIFE in boulder. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!